So long since I blog after grandma passed away. Hmm. Life recently was not good . Parent just quarrel just now, vexed max . Friendship cui. Vexed max . Life screw . Feel like crying out loud like nobody business . Pour away my sorrow . Feel like being like kid . Nothing to vexed at , don't need think so much . Sometimes , I hope I will grow faster , move out of this house as soon as possible. I compare my family with others . People think my family is those kind of happily kind . Very lucky . But , I don't think so. I envy on others family much more . So much. ~~ $$$ . Everything $ . Hate it . Quarrels and qurrel . No peace . And , friendship= NO COMMENT . Life sucks . Sucks so much.